I'm beginning to be slightly worried.
And we are trapped in the snow right now, otherwise I'd have school and my new job to look forward to.
I know he can't come over very easily, but he could call. And he hasn't.
That morning, I woke up in his arms, smiling through my soreness and thinking about all the lovely things he did for me the night before.
But now that I look back on that morning, I can't help but realize that he was acting a little strange.
"Morning babe," I had said, and kissed him on his arm.
We talked a little and then he got up to take a shower.
"Ooh," I said, trying to be sexy, "Can I come?" He laughed a little like I said something silly and went into the bathroom alone.
15 minutes later, he came back into his room where I was laying and reading the french book I got him.
"I thought you had to work today?" he asked. "Yeah, I replied, "in about 3 hours actually."
"Oh...well, my parents are planning on my coming home for the rest of the weekend and I thought I'd leave soon," he said, avoiding my eyes.
At the time I didn't realize how funny he was acting but the more I look back and analyze it the more I'm making myself nervous.
Shortly after he told me he was going home I found myself riding the bus home with smeared makeup, messy hair and wearing clothes from the night before. I felt like a cheap whore coming back from a night on the town.
And we haven't talked since.
For those of you who actually read this, can somebody PLEASE e-mail me or write in my guestbook or leave me a note and give some advice? Is this normal? Do guys act funny after sleeping with a girl for the first time? Was he using me?
*elaine*